So I have resorted to begging on Facebook so that I can see the number on my profile views double in volume, yet it has yet to happen as I count another day gone and another blog to post but after viewing how many people have viewed me, I have to admit 13 outta 15 are all me not a great start but hey Rome wasn't built in a day and I will not crumble just because my ego is bruised. I worry tho, if people can't stop for a minute online, who would ever buy my books?
It really does come down to ego I'm afraid to admit. If you search inside yourself you can admit it to, maybe just to your own reflection but everything we do in this life is for the benefit and satisfaction of others don't you think? Housewives create a home so their Families enjoy dinners, dishes and laundry with a flippant "thank's Mom" down to the huge Corporate Attorney's who strive their whole lives to have their name on the end of 5 other Attorney's it's about recongnition and gratitude, a big ole' "atta boy" and I am no different. I started writing because my Mom died, I continue to write because I want others to feel good when they read my words. I want chores to be done faster because you can't wait to turn the next page....yet as of now, no-one has gotten past page 1.
I am not sure if you have to be a member to comment and if that's the case I will delete this blog, I want people to have Freedom to come and go read and write what they may and if I really want to lie to myself, I say that is why I am the only one viewing my profile and I can totally live with that......for now.
Your writings are great Tammi. Don't stop just because you think no one is reading them. You have an incredible tallent for words. Keep writing... I will be reading.
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