Friend, Family or Angels

Have you ever had someone in your life complete you? I don't mean "death do us part" complete but the kind of Friend that isn't a Friend at all but after just communicating for a short period of time they become closer to you than any Family member you ever had? I found someone who completes my sentences, knows the ending to my awful jokes, doesn't care that I curse like a truck driver on the road everyday and finally who accepts me for who I am. Flaws and all I can tell her ANYTHING and I don't even share this with my Husband of 17 years yet with my new connection, I have even re-connected more with said Husband.

So, when you meet a person that means so much to you, I ask you this. "Do you consider them Friend, Family or Angel? Until I met My Angel, I didn't believe in them. I never believed that someone could love me even after knowing where I have been, where I come from and what I have done yet she does. She is not just my Friend and Angel, she is the Sister who loves me the way I prayed for my real Sister to love me. I don't have to chase her, I don't have to beg her to love me, she just does and how freeing is that.

My Sister prayed Peace over me, the kind of peace that let me forget that I have any kind of GAD, SAD or Bipolar Disorder, she cared only of me for 120 minutes and 40 seconds she let me cry, laugh and lean on her understanding when I had clearly lost my own........

So please look around....LOOK for YOUR Angel, YOUR Friend.......YOUR Family and if you can't see anyone, open your eyes to God and pray for that fullfilling relationship that we all so desperately need and DESERVE........I am not witty tonight just sharing with you, a little piece of myself which in the past was very hard to do.....I put away the smiling face that I always carry for other's to see and gave her my vulnerability.....and until you find YOUR way, lean on me I will be here whether we met yesterday, last night, 30 years ago, or never I want to be the shoulders you lean on until you find the one that needs to be found.....

For My Sister, My Friend, My Angel MMM I <3 you

Thank you for reading I hope I didn't give anyone a cavity =]

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